Tried to catch up on my readings today. Cherissa and I have a date with the dean's list this year (my foot). But as it were my body decided that it had better things to do, cue this splitting migrane that I've been having since the early afternoon. Story of my life. But I took a few pain killers gave myself a few hours for a nap and dinner and should probably head back to try and read some more or at least start on my tutorials soon.

It's been a week since the start of the new academic year and already I want to escape again. In fact I don't really remember how I made it through year one (mostly facebooking through lectures, copying muggers for tutorials and sleeping in between). Probably why they tell you you should choose a course your interested in. I feel like I'm on a 4 year bad date with the ugliest more boring and obnoxious man child possibly conceiveable. Just the continuous pain of wanting to be anywhere but here constantly, then, now and all the time. Maybe my headache today is a physical manifestation. Some psychosomatic symptom of my inner frustration at this retarded course. Yuck. Whatever the cause, the pain is making me a grumpy bunny.

Generally I try to remind myself not to whine too much. Life is not as bad as all that. There's stuff to be thankful for along the way as there always is and has always been in every phase of my life. Best to just suck it up and make the best out of where I am now. Today is just a grumpy day. Where everything is just slightly irritating but not irritating enough for me to be fully pissed, just enough for me to on edge. My dad of course conveniently attributes my headache and irritability to pms. -.-