I have 10 mins to kill before I head up for class so I'm sitting at the sofas in school and there's this exchange student in front of me talking on skype to some relative or maybe girlfriend or boyfriend. Although I suppose a girlfriend slash boyfriend is also relatively a relative.

Anyways, it reminds me of being away from home, in the boarding house. Of course we didn't even have skype in school though. Apparently it costs a lot. On hindsight I miss the environment quite a lot, but I choose the comfort of being around my family and the people I love the most any day. There's something about being able to just say I love you anytime, to be able to be yourself completely, be a freak and still be accepted and loved and to be able to physically see and touch the people who you love and who love you back. Makes it easier to get through the day. Makes time go faster than when you're alone in your cubicle of a room in the boarding house. It's so werid but one of the memories I have from boarding school is the feeling of really wanting to be hugged. I think I tried skyping on weekends for a while but I just gave up after a while because it just felt really awkward. I hate seeing myself on the computer screen. Ugly. Haha. And I end up scrutinising how I looked more than anything. But I think if we hadn't been so lucky as to have been able to fly up and down to see each other so often I might have eventually gotten over my narcissism.

In any case, today is just one of those days where I am happy. When you read this in conjunction with my last post I realise this makes me sound a bit bi-polar but oh well. Haha. I'm not kay. I'm not! Really I'm not! I'M NOT. D: Haha.