Just thinking about something we talked about in bible study friday night. Dad mentioned in a rare moment of wisdom (lol) that loneliness is not the absence of faces, but the absence of intimacy. That's good way of putting it, dude. High five. Haha. It just hit a sore point because at the moment I feel a bit in between crowds at the moment. What with trying to get to know school people and not really seeing the church guys and dolls. I guess the rentals aren't exactly used to having a schooling me around either, and I gotta get used to living with people again so I also feel a bit distanced from my family as well (man, that sounds sooo bad. Haha. But what I mean is that in boarding school there was much less of this planning what's happening and where you are stuff. Just me, my room and my junk food. Not a good habit to have built up. But there we go.). I mean, I love my family and all my friends, even my new friends! :D Lol. But there just hasn't been anyone I've been really close to and who really knows me and who I really know and who I can just hang out with since I've been home. Someone who I really really click with. Which is fine. Just, you know, a little bit lonely I suppose. A lot of the time, I just wish I could skip past the cordial gettingtoknows and just have premade best friends. Ones that you could just microwave and heat up and be ready to use. Or that you put in water and that just grew up. Like sea monkeys. Nice. Yay. Haha.

Dad's rare moment of wisdom #2: Lonlieness is just one letter away from Lovliness. In the Lord, our lonliness is made lovely. Okay la, I think it's more solitude is made lovely actually. But I get what you're saying, Dad dude. I gotcha back. Haha. And I totally agree. But sometimes, I think I just need to be close to someone my age. Like to have a good friend who knows me and who I can just rubbish with.

Okay la, okay la. I should go sleep already. I'm getting far too 9pm chinese drama-ish. For shame. Someone slap me.